Friday, November 9, 2012

5.5 Month Struggle is coming to an end....

You may have known this but I always struggled with breastfeeding. The pain was too much in the beginning, then the gas and rashes started if I ate anything funny, and now teething. Jonah is refusing me and I've not kept up with pumping, because I feel like I've been overwhelmed with household chores and work. I feel like I've failed. When I pump now I barely get 1oz. It's so frustrating...... Jonah doesn't want to wait for it and when he does, it's gone in a few sucks.

With the diarrhea (which started back up today after having an awesome day yesterday), I feel stretched with feedings in general. I'm so angry at the whole situation. Jed commented that Jonah looked skinnier...

It's looking like this is going to be one of my last weeks breast feeding. :'(

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